chocolate factory

so confusin... upsets me.. complexity they call it.

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 16:40:54 GMT

so simple yet so complicated.....
wat shld i be still learnin? so tiring n unsweet after the twist.
wanna knw who sets rules of wrong n rite anyway..

is it wrong to jus fall for someone jus at first sight or meet
or so, to hav feelings for someone? is it not true or fake?
its jus how one feel at the initial stage..

can be jus lust tt dun last but can be also if in time to come
one still hv the same feelings..

maybe its reali lust for many, as love are neber easily
transferable.. and u pause for awhile, not feelin anythin
for any potentials tt passes by..

but yet again, u feel the gut to go ahead again n it
could be all wrong.. damn its complex..

its like sometimes so simple a feeling..
but seems like many disagree.. and claims tt one shldnt be
so sure when its jus simple

love...such a small word but yet so complex..
LOVE as in the word. the feelin, its such a small,
short word but yet the whole thing is complex lik hell

gosh.. mus games be played to stay in track of
the word n world love?

nope but life is such.. simple but never a bed of roses.
perhaps nt so simple for sum but definately never
a bed of roses for all..

we all hv to go thru sumthing some wat or sum how

seems like tt experience keep comin.
somethin tt is simple n nice,
becomes complicated n twisted into somethin so unsweet..

..... a conversation of me n 'end-liao'...

...sigh...

a week to rem..

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 10:13:27 GMT

how interesting a wk I had toda..

Mon: send out FA to printer at sims drive.
Tue: arrange flowers again. met ting for dinner at new place.
Wed: colour proof checking at printer. Met 2 jies at raffles.
Had wonder bda dinner n surprise for her n her.
Thurs: pres check at sims drive. meet jo for pool n dinner.
Fri: settle course fee for kew. Rush to lasalle. Head to meet sin
For dinner. Met don for pool.
Sat: cycle at ecp wif the gang n more. Yve house dvd n e rest
Mahjong. Choya is good. Wanna go km8 but din manage.
Sun: suppose to meet some but cancel due to weather.

Fotos n maybe details soon..

three entries tt i heart so muc n still counting..

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:17:10 GMT

13 Jan 2009 00:12
engraved memories..

i look forward to a beautiful future
now its gone.
no reason no why
its jus gone.
i hav a song in my heart
but i dun hav the lyrics.
u are impt to me
but was actually of little consequence.
i thgt i hate u
but im glad it happened.
watever is the end result
im still glad i hav knwn n love u.
not havin a choice
its already a choice made.
i cry but theres no tears
i guess its bleedin inside.
u hav ur reasons
why cant i knw the truth.
i rather let the truth hurt me
than to hurt n not knw why at all.
at least i odd to know
but i jus wasnt told.
i rather u kill me straight
than torture me with no truth.
mus i let u live in my heart
or jus let u go.
mus i move on
since i invested great love n devotion.
is it moving on
if u still lives in my heart.
i need tt higher aspects of life
but i thgt tts u.
wat i thgt was truly fulfillin in life
turns out to be ashes.
im still lovin u
without any reason why.
u truly love me
am i ur happiness lik u are mine.
it jus hurts from inside out
and my eyes turns watery now.
though i bleed
i jus wan u to be happy.
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28 Dec 2008 14:48
treasure..

when is the rite time for anythin..
it takes two to clap..
wats the inner voice within..
when shld the next level be..

sometimes desperation sets in..
sometimes tears set in..
im not lovin u the way i wanted to..
wats worth, does it matter further..
wats rite, wats wrong anyway..
goin with the flow is it all it takes..

where is the flow leadin to..
will both hearts ever melt into one..
sometimes ans are ans..
wats ahead no one can predict..
wats a wish to be fulfilled..
wats a dream to be accomplished..

wats lies, wats truth, why does it matter..
wat tts ahead..
how are responses..
wat are reactions..
confusion surrounds love..
love surrounds connection..

doesnt mean it is, it shld be..
but tts the way is it..
when will there be a period..
when will there be a full stop..
wats goin on..
makin it clear..
wats rules..

how to spell it all out..
life is so unpredictable..
jus wanna treasure while i can..
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24 Nov 2008 23:38
love

hearts were sent
attraction were there for me
more hearts were sent
email were sent
converse with a light heart
questions were avoided
somehow we drifted away
emails were sent
heart were sent
misses grew deep
somehow i feel for u thru time
at least a mail a day i sent
we connect
i knw we hav each other in mind
we light up each others heart
i took ur breathe away
we smile when we think of each other
our hearts grew fonder
i give u the strength to live
love blossom
we look at the same moon every nite
misses jus grew deeper
i wish i could be there
u fall ill each time
i imagine takin care of u
watch the fireworks with u

time passes
u wanna move away
most difficult period for u
devastation sets in
ans were not answered
reasons were never valid
i bleed n plead for us
god help me i pray
pointless n worthless
still believing is all i knw
i promise i will find u
it hurts u twice as im hurt
it jus hurts
i promise i will stop
all possible tried
each time i fail i cry
as long as there's faith
i knew one fine da
give myself tons of reasons
i lost it
NY is jus where i wanna be
thgts came along
many wat if appear
still there are not boundaries
as long as i believe

love has no reasons
its u tt i love
it shall be u tt concur all odds
tell me how u look
i dun care
tell me wats worth n worthless
who sets rules
rules are choices made

i wont give up
will i ever embrace u
no one reali knw
not even u
still i knw and wanna knw
miracle i still pray

even if we never meet
i will still love you

impromptu.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 05:22:54 GMT

its funnie n interestin how sometimes timin, life are so
amusingly surprisin u with memories to be filled.

ppl pass each others life, ppl meet on the streets.
frens randomly jus become better frens. close ones jus
randomly grew closer or apart.

i guess life is so full of surprises if u see it on the whole.
even in details, stuffs like details makes the world goes round.
makes ones life happier or sadden.

impromptu-ness feels so rite sometimes tt u jus go with ur guts.
jus do wat u deem fit despite the odds tts may be in the way.
not thinkin too much helps u get on with life muc easier at time.

is ones life oreadi pre-planed before u hav a first step in life?
wat makes the changes as changes are constant.
at times u wish for somethin, u get another which u din intend.
at times u dun wish for somethin, it jus happen.

goin with the flow is how nature takes its place.
wat lies ahead is so unpredictable.
ur life could be over jus one sec next.

treasurin each moment n plan alittle for the future makes
the fulfilment there when u achieve it.
but also treasurin it without thinkin too deep it helps to make
it all merrier.

everyone wish for the best they can hav. define the best.
nothin is complete n finish till its time.
timin n time plays such an importance in ur fate of line.
everythin happen for a reason. wats the reason u got to
find out thru life experience.

this is such an impromptu entry tt i felt so muc like writin.
chill n cheers!

lines tt i like.. leaves an impression..

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 09:08:36 GMT

'dun forget me, i wont remember anythin else.'
- imagine me n you.
(she had no choice but to leave in wishin her well.)

'he gets jealous of u in me.'
- my sassy girl.
(upon likin someone new, she moves away, shoutin tt across the
mountains sayin tt, cuz her husband jus passed away.)

'whenever i wanna mention someone new, a sudden thgt of u
appears.. and i pause..'
- chocolate

'i dun feel tt u are cheatin on me, as long as u feel the
same as i do, den everythin will be ok.'
- cant recall.

and the list goes on..

fun nite at white party!

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:44:26 GMT

din expect the crowd to be tt cool compared to play.
maybe cause all dress in white n all kids looks more matured.
had lots of fun with frens n celebrating love with all tt
u love is of so much fun.

had fun ding dong-ing with fren's crush.
had fun running ard diff areas of mimolette.
had fun ppl watchin.
had fun catchin up with frens n more frens.
had fun takin photos. shld hav taken more.
had fun with the white theme.

though mimolette was so deep in an uh-lu place,
its worth goin n being surrounded with love in the air.

4 in white.

5 in white.

3 in white. this incident was funnie but fun.

glow in the dark n with flash.

likewise.

location: mimolette.

2 in white.

me and xt. haha we had fun la.

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..whenever i wanna mention someone interestin or so,
i will hav the sudden thgt of u.. den i will pause..
i wonder wher in the world are u..

the month ends..a new month begins..

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 17:59:31 GMT

updates.. wat shld i blog bout..
for the month, been to hk (heart), took my break frm sg.
came back, no matter wat or how long, sure hav to be back to
reality huh.

pack non stop, soon enough went visitin for cny.
seen old faces, collect notes, eat, drinks, entertain.
did some future planning, alot of clearing.
celebrate the new yr with fw indirectly. hee.

quickly enough, the month ends. wow..feb is here.
wats comin this feb month?
anythin interestin? oh am i gettin my new phone this month?
im interested in the nokia E71. lookin good.

will i visit nyc soon enough? ting, lets see if we shld
choose the month of june for nyc? or earlier? or another
country? seems so far yet it will be so near. will there be
changes durin tt period? lets see..

im lik so awake now due to my nap in the noon.
went to read some blogs of frens. so nice, pinky got new wheels.
xt's half is back, ha. and lots more. seems like im a bit lost
touch with the net world due to cny.

alrite i shall go try fallin asleep..
i still hope to knw 'the reason why'..

its been a long long while since im here..

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 18:07:59 GMT

jus wanna update some hk shots which i dunno why i upload at fb.
here goes.. same as fb..

not bad a hotel compare to the past i tried.
promotion for 3nites n above. much bigger and spacious.
there is even a lounge area.
n every mornin there will be newspaper in a bag at ur door.

nite fake christmas trees with blue lights..

disneyland train jus for fun.
to n fro till it shiok den i go to next destination. ha..

the food here is nice n ok price.
oh the ger at the counter resemblance sammi cheng.. woo..
soup: veggie puree n shrimp. nice!
main: drunken peigon, fried egg plant.

ice blended so tall.
mr. soffee car still exist in hk.
famous roast goose shiok.
durian dessert n mango sago.
dim sum is neber a missed.
some part of pork. i dun lik after taste la.

fried soya sauce fish yum!
dumpling soup at airport cost S$8!!
bird nest cake which i found ok only.
dessert with nice durian n g. rice.
dim sum as usual. shiok n cheap cheap.
shark fins soup at airport S$60!! i din knw,
if not i wont order it at the airport! but reali alot of fins inside. hee.

steamboat at mongkok mus try. damn crowded day n nite.
and potion is huge! din expect veggie to be served like free.
cant finished. cheap cheap too. total i think bout S$22? gd food
too. fresh! and the 8 magic sauces served. faintz.
i ordered drunken chicken with herbal soup. ha!

beri nice, toilet sign is blind frenly.
dim sum neber a miss in the mornin. yum!
amazingly tables are shared here with divider cloth.
nvm, everyone washes their utensils thoroughly before food!
erm pinky, did we do tt in the past?

so cute the roads are printed with signs tt say look right
when traffic is on coming on the right. keke..
same goes for the opposite side.

cool clock reflection on the wall.
how to use the traffic sensor?
i went to designer/lifestyle stores, their deco pretty cool.
the doors are like huge metal pieces.

muji in hk is huge. but i din buy anythin. ha..
jus browsin around n head elsewhere shoppin!

interestin streets. stairs tt are neber ending.
love the high end streets as well.
high raise buildin against the sky.
certain stores are grilled like wire mesh.
supermarket displays of products so 'market place', i like.
feel lik enclosed with stuffs once step in. =)

new flagship of agnes B in new IFC mall huge!
cause it consist of all diff boutiques into one corner.
i like seeing everythin in one huge store with diff section.
chocolates n cafe too.

my stuffs brought frm hk.
hee i like to take such shots after each trip.
keke for fun n also to look at the damage done. ha..

home sweet home. din wanna leave hk. still so much fun.
i'll be back.

reali glad i had this break of mine after so long..
though my mind is off on thinkin of some issues.
if oni im still there touring..maybe i wont face wat im facin nw.
hiaz, im so happy when im back, upon receivin gd news too,
den i knew it, somethin bad will happen too. it did n it hurt me.
sucks. we'll see in time wats next. my horo said soon,
everythin will be clear.. hopefully..

hiaz..

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 11:49:00 GMT

i think this is gonna turn into a sad blog man..
jus like the site 'sad robort'.
oh well but its a place tt i can jus let my feelings flow..
be it flow away n be merry later or jus to pen it all away.

an entry i hope to leave::

every desire has its price.
am i wrong if i persist?
i persist cause i love..
is it wrong to jus wanna knw the truth?
maybe i shld respect tt the truth doesnt wanna be knwn..
i dunno wat is right or wrong or
shld or shld not be done each time..

sometimes i jus hope i no longer am puttin myself in too much
thgts unknowingly.. or is it knowingly? shitty yet again..

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alrite now the happy stuffs..
went Play ytd for early holloween.
cool its fun with the mask tt the twins made.
without the masks i think the fun will be lessen.

i rem laughing out loud till it brings all sadness away.
its darn fun and i catch up with frens new n old.

someone got omitted out of the photo la. ha cuz its too dark.
and surprisingly it refused to be uploaded as well. hmm..
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movin on, xt n i had 3 fun days catchin up as both r free frm wk.
the drivin in to privé looks cool in the day. love it.
its like drivin in another country without a need to stop. nice.

this is when we are leavin.

a shot extract frm video. i like!

we are like there for breakfast in the late noon.
and we din had our milkshake. how can?

and we hav some free time to kill..
we shop in vivo.. had more time to kill..
saw some cutie puppies and last drink stop at marche..

ok we only had this at marche. ha but its shiok drink.

and we saw a babe.. haha if oni theres guts it will be more fun!
well maybe next time, fate.. ha..
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we went sun moon as well.. the day before prive n marche..
had our tea time there.. nice cake n love mojito..

im feelin hungry now for dinner.. so will or will not update
with more details.. hee will send pics out soon too.. will will..

cheers to all n myself..

i kept it all close to my heart..

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:07:25 GMT

i wrote about us in my private journal..
i had it all kept close in my heart..
i never regret how it started..
though u said u will move away..

i knw we had our share of sweet memories..
so sweet so real u took my breathe away..
i knw i shld be strong to live on happily..
but i dunno how strong can i be each time..

i knw i will fall again..
i hope u will help me up in ur own ways..
i knw i will cry over n again..
the tears for u deep within my heart..

i pray to be there for u..
i pray God will guide me thru..
i went crazy tryin to find u..
i pray u are safe n fine..
it hurts me so much like nothin before..
i knw it hurts u too..

i dun wan u to be hurt..
as i rather u be happy watever happens..
promise me u will be strong no matter wat..
and i will promise u i try to be strong..

u knw i love u so deep words cant express..
i dunno if im too weak to survive this trauma but i promise i will try..

i tear again but prommise i will try..
i truly miss u..
i truly love u....

letting go...

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 15:48:50 GMT

jus typin 'lettin go' is so easy.
jus saying it its even easier.

i believe its all true no matter wat
as tts how i feel no matter wat.

i dunno where wat how it will be taken care
of be it if i dun wan it all to end.

the heart slowly mends itself but fall apart
so easily as its fragile without blood.

not knwin might be a blessing but knwin could be
an even better blessing as its the 'not knowin'
tt kills one inside out.

life is fragile. we can treasure, we can enjoy,
we can embrace, we can hate, we can love life
but we can never predict life.

fate touches, faith lives, beliefs exist.

so wat if lettin go is the issue now?
its jus easily said but never easily done.
never will u knw if its worth lettin go.

gosh roller coaster..

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 15:36:10 GMT

im such a prob kid. i hav so much prob everyda in n out.
i hate drama, trauma, issues tt cause my life to turn up n down.
like im on a roller coaster once again. am i the trouble maker
over n again? yes it mus be me. ok i did many wrongs tt cause
the consequences of my own. shite.

i hav been bloggin with a lock attached.
i wan more close frens to read n let me analyse further.
but its jus another top secret tt i cant review n dun wish to.

i knw wat shite i will get into but it jus happen over n again.
tts my life somehow eh?

one min i can be happy go lucky tt ppl always thgt i hav
no probs, no worries, no shite.
but next min i can be so super down tt it feels like im dyin.
it mus be cuz u all say too much tt im happy go lucky tts why
i continuously hav shite comin back at me. its karma!

hiaz watever. sometimes if oni sometimes it can all be
jus watever!

bored..

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 15:06:30 GMT

am i gonna get used to this or wat?
i wonder if one lives the life of a tai tai, will there be
boredom? oh i knw, she will be occupied with mahjong, spa,
food, entertainment, meet ups.. hee

im busy durin the month of june till early july.
when its closer to early july, im happy cause i hav time to
sleep, regain my rest n do wat i like to do besides wkin.
but another thgt came along, wat if i regain my rest,
i will be bored without wk. yeah it hit me soon enough,
after enough sleep for jus a few days. shit.

it sort of reminds me of the period durin May, where im pretty
free, i had a long break without wk. it turn into boredom n
irritation cause of other thgts. i hav time to think alot
which at times sucks. cause my thgts wander off to unnecessary
stuffs. im alittle afraid tt would happen again as someone
sort of came back into my life again.

i rem when im busy, it din bother me much, i did think alittle
den im back on track busy wkin durin june. i had to sleep on
time n din hav the time to think much either. BUT now im gonna
be free for at least a wk again. my mind starts wonderin n
thinkin again.

i shld remind myself tt it shld jus all be normal be it if
im free or not. busy or not. all unnecessary thgts shldnt keep
me occupied like tt. i will be fine and once again, i guess
i feel better after puttin it all here..

though im still bored n im lookin forward to another's mail..

post production images of my bda. hee

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 18:02:11 GMT

i said i will try to upload once i got the chance.
hope its pretty nice for viewin.. ting u see... haha

here goes.. thanks for all the nice nice memories my dears..
im glad u guys are around to make me happy durin my big da..
i jus rec an email from a crush tt is in NYC too. who knws..

anyhow, here are the images of nice memories i had..

more to look forward for but shall leave all else to fate.
but i can still wish wish here n thre rite.. hee or dream..

my big da when it hits midnight.

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 14:10:58 GMT

tomo its the day i was born. hmm wat wil my wish be?
gosh i almost forgot about being able to hav a wish to make.
seems like many things happen off on. nice n not so nice ones.

there are wishes n surprises i received, reachin the big day.
new environment of wk im in brings ups n downs too.
but i will look on the bright side of life durin this comin da.

let me see..
its nice to knw ppl rem..
u asked for my add. n i cant help but to think its for e big da?
i receive surprise msg from an ex-crush. sweet. bon voyage.
i receive a sweet surprise cookie on my desk in office. smile.
i was told to be brought out for lunch tomo.
mum treat me yummy chinese cuisine ytd.
i jus open pinky's present. i like it.
i was told it signifies peace, gentleness and purity.
in armory, the dove signifies loving constancy and peace.
in all, its freedom pinky says. nice concept. heart.
tomo im gonna hav dinner with ting. lookin forward.
receivin surprise msgs makes a little smile in my heart.

lots of photos will be uploaded after the big da. i hope. =P

actually i hav complains and lots of 'supposing' plans for
the big day tt this blog could help me wash away negativities
after i pen them down but i decided to jus let it go.
let it be. and everyda is and can be the BIG day when
i wan it to be.

'ask urself if u deserve it' - an ans to all n everythin..

cool stuffs man!

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 07:34:34 GMT

pinky pass me this blog called trendology.
so much bout cool design related stuffs.
and i click this word 'ici' in french i suppose.
den it lead me to 'kraak & smaak'. wow i think they are cool too!

saw the youtube of theirs. i think there are much more but i
wanna jus post some of them here for readers of my blog first. =P

surf more back entries, it leads to set of images we shared b4.
SO COOL. its all linked somehow. THANKS PINKY FOR 'trendology'.
tts why i like to exchange cool sites. share n ENJOY together. =)

ok how bout http://www.dinnerinabottle.com
and this cool adv:

(STILL SURFING MORE!!) wow

restartin..

Sun, 25 May 2008 10:31:54 GMT

well well..
i think finally restarted the system within. i did keep rebottin
it but it failed. darn. n wtf.

but thank god its restartin. i guess its all a learnin ground.
it was said u first need to face the errors, den learn the toughs
den use it to ur own good advantage. hav faith.

i went to erase all the virus tt is always on comin whenever im
clearin it out. i change watever style to the system i like.
make it clear with an anti-virus. ha! darn wat am i rubbishing
bout? anyway its my blog to do so.

i hope wish this time its wkin well again.
'its the inner strength, hav faith.'

maybe i shld shut down n reboot..

Wed, 14 May 2008 15:37:37 GMT

wats goin on with me im jus not sure. or wats gonna into me?
im so freakin confusin at times. one min seriously, one min
i can feel im over the moon mood. the next, sucky. why?
i wasnt like tt before my accident. i knw i think alot in the
past too. but now is it worst? is my mood swing gettin worst?
i blame the accident again didnt i? but tts wat i rem.

or maybe life has taken a change in me? rugi said tt major part
comes from min. cause of tt, its causin the depression inside.
which i dun deny. does the 'it' thing makes the world goes round?
i believe it does, at least in my world. everythin will be fine
if its fine isnt it? the question is do i need tt? i feel the
freedom before, i enjoy the moment of selfness before.
why did it affect me? everyone needs it in a way or another.

anyway, besides tt bein the major thingy (so be it).
i realise my mind is reali confused easily. simple issues,
simple decisions i cant fix my mind to it. again, I THINK ALOT
before i decide. i hate it being tt way sometimes.

wat can i do to change it? have another mind set i suppose.
its not easy but its all in the mind soul body...
shut down n reboot..

images of previous post..

Sun, 11 May 2008 16:33:41 GMT

cosy Prive::

this is super funnie la!!

the perfect mojito at Prive and our grilled squid::

strawberry mojito::

cheers to the beginnin of the nite::

aint the water pretty?

and to Bens & Jerry at Dempsey. this ger is so cute.
she observe wat am i doin, den once i point my camera at her,
she smiles for my take::

the creation we had::

this settin of Bens reminds me of finland::

look like a market place of play room::

map of House at dempsey::

jus one corner of House::

mojito from House::

another corner of House::

toilet of House is also a place for pics::

and i jus like such shots::

i cant wait for Wall•e to launch::

thanks for the goodie bag!

and till the next adventure, cheers!

its a good mojito nite out..

Sun, 11 May 2008 15:42:13 GMT

ting and i had a 1 nite before decision, we head out on fri.
we went to The Prive at marina bay to try the mojito ting
is waiting to let me taste. first most, the environment is
awesome. worth a new check out place to chill or dine. cool.
photo sessions where of course nt to be missed. the mojito
is erm ok. hee i guess its the mix on tt da.. but the strawberry
one is nice with my minty. we had finger food of grilled sotong
and pork ribs. nice entree i would say. we saw a group of
models.. so cool, too bad we gonna leave for location 2.

we decided to head on to our next location. dempsey hill.
we couldnt help but enter bens&jerry and hav our ice cream
before headin to House. it was ultimate fun n relaxation.
bens looks like an ice cream market place for fun time.
the settin is awesome. love it and of course thgts of 'the ifs'
came along.

anyhow, we had our share and booked a last min movie at 1.35am
thru ting's iphone! ha u see wifi hp helps alot. we had one hr
so we head on the House for our mojito 2nd hunt. it was nice
but the mint leaves aint as clear i guess. ha.. we are seatin
in the outdoors facin the 'nature' hehe..

its movie time for made of honour. i duno its out of fun or so
tt i bought popcorns n ting had her hotdog. all these were
so last min n ONz tt i love the experiences. its reali fun to
jus go with the flow n make some risk at times in life.

we cant believe it tt the 8hrs of a nite, we oni spend within
a total of S$50. food, cab fares, drinks, movie, wow im
surprise n impressed.

PART 2 to come ting! ahaha and ur bda is comin..
wat do u wanna own huh? search in progress..

bring me somewhere else..

Thu, 08 May 2008 17:08:24 GMT

i havent been bloggin, havent been online much,
havent been progressing in anythin much as well. sad.

let me think.. ups n downs, ups n downs,
im tired or am i not? confusion sets in as usual.
i wonder wat changes in me as a person occur?

wat am i lacking? wat am i lookin for?
the mind body soul is not knowin wat is wrong inside.
or wat is right n wat is wrong. its blurry grey.

why are there so many 'eyes' around and within? go away..
am i afraid or am i jus reluctant? give me some peace.

its been another while..

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 05:58:08 GMT

i jus realised tt i oni manage to blog 2 entries in feb 08.
haha.. wats been goin on man? busy with wk, life, ppl.

i wanna find this old video but cant it.. shit.. is tt why
tags are used? do u believe if i say i dunno how to use it? =P

am lookin forward to the beach party at cafe del mar.
hopefully we gonna enjoy every bit of tt! cheers with xt too!
hee.. been awhile since we cheers man!

lots hav been spent and i hav yet to travel since.. sob..
endure is the word.

oh i reali like the movie L change the world.
touchin, funnie, nice storyline. L is cool!

im like posting everythin tt comes to thgts ha! jus so 'random'

come wat may..chill.

if oni i knw... (jus ignore me here if u wish..)

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 16:47:51 GMT

hmmm.. maybe i shldnt think bout it at all or maybe i shld?
this entry is another shot of my own for my thoughts to flow
and be merry. readers dun understand its ok. as long as my thgts
flow... (jus ignore me here..)

initially it started with a thgt, a question if u are part of me
somehow.. den i got an ans thru u, thru our converse. i still
wonder upon many other thoughts. questions came upon ur actions.
questions bout u i wanna knw. slowly i got some ans as well.
great, it solve the misery. still im sorry, i hav a feelin sth
is not perfectly rite still. i can sense a difference in reaction
or action or reflex action tt i neber experience before. why why
i asked myself. and i ask god this question 'who's life am i
gonna change this time round?' or 'help save / improve?'

i got a reflection upon my history. wats instore reali?
or wats comin soon once again? my mind is occupied once again.
i dunnno many things n i need ans to solve my doubts. not tt im
intrudin but i jus need ans. why do i need them when time will
tell? let it be n go with the flow.

toda i wanna surprise u. went to ur place, saw a darkness.
im afraid somehow. alittle affected by the thoughts i hav again.
(my mind is always actively thinkin) i wonder wat time is the
rite time for the surprise. made alot of preparations. plans.
found tt u are actually at home. i was shock. so much to asked
and answered but still im doubtful. am i once again givin away
the benefit of the doubt? blinded am i? concern shld i not?
im so confuse at times. dunno wat shld be done to be rite.
wats rite anyway? and wats wrong? who set those rules n rules?
(tears jus feel like comin out to clear the air..)

i shld jus let it all go, let it all flow, but my character jus
doesnt allow tt beri bit whenever i wanted to. maybe tts where
the journal comes in handle. i can jus rubbish it all off n be
it cover it or jus read, write n digest n shit it.

everyone has problems, everyone's inner heart contain a mini
little secret which u may not even knw it urself. u wanna
discover it, wanna expose it but wont allow it somehow. shitty.
why is everythin little thing complicated? or is it made
complicated by the human mind? i guess some parts yes.
i can be touched by u. i can be hurt by u. tell me or shld u
rather not to spoil the fun? leavin n be away into another part
of the world, does it help? it will all come back again. or it
will not if u jus dun allow it to?

question existing...

a day at pinky house cookin..260108

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 09:59:54 GMT

its pretty last min a plan and we set off buyin, preparin n
carryin stuffs preparin for a cookin day at pinky's house.
we bought stuffs from cold storage, shop alittle bit, buy alot.
its pure fun.. we took pics.. play abit.. n travel back home..

reached home, prepare food all out, watch aquarium's meetin::

we wash, dry, clean, fry, boil, cook, photos, smash, bake, enjoy::

we decorate, get ready, test, photos::

we eat, pack, play, enjoy the mini feast::

it was pure fun though tirin as we had our dinner late late
by the time we are done. hee.. we wash clean clear n relax.
chill! i heart such experience. its fun n memorable..
more to come k pinky..

i heart these!

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 07:06:39 GMT

jus nice i need a new jeans! its launch ytd n toda!
its the crossover of diesel n adidas! cool man!
i like this range best so far seen online..

adi-ronhary_dirty!

cool front::

cool back tag::

and im decidin between the eyewears! which is better?
but i heart this range called flyboy! the logo infront is so cool!
anyhow, these are the ones im decidin but votes for
Flyboy is highest so far. (all votes from myself! ha)

Flyboy::

Mae::

Suria::